GOD I'm glad that I'm not in school
There's a lot of stress and anxiety that comes from being in school along with the fact that one has to dedicate oneself to a schedule for the first half of the day while being preoccupied with the studies for the remaining half of the day. Now that I'm working, each day is a lot more "simpler". I am definitely appreciative of the simpler schedule. Face it, any excitement about school is delusional . While excitement about research is understandable.
I enjoy having a regular schedule each day and not being frantically transported from classroom to classroom, in fact I really would prefer not to go into a classroom and take notes again for as long as I live; although I enjoy the learning and am definitely respectful of the institution as well as all of the people who maintain it. It seems that school was some sort of a non realistic realm and now that I realized myself out of it there is much more of a sense of where I am. Perhaps "Simpler" means that while the aura of purpose and destiny is no longer present with any part of my schedule there's a sense of definite peace that arises from the realization of the transition from this illusion to a reality.
P.S. My supervisor has found my blog and some of the chemistry posts on this blog have been hidden since they contained material relevant to company research.
